Twenty 4 - Hours!

When all this is over,  Sooner or later, we will be away forever.  No matter what I do, I seem to have lost myself, When you are gone, I will find who I was  When all this is over,  I will hold myself closer and not let you hurt me again. For you are my worst nightmare, Someone who has the deepest fears yet acts superior. When all this is over,  I will be happy about my decision.  When all this is over,  I hope you find yourself. 

I always look at you, in the mirror and smile, I look at you every day, thinking “life is good” Thinking I have the perfect life and I should feel happie for what I have. For the others, this may only be a dream. One day, I stop – I am not smiling at you anymore. Life seems to have paused I stare into your eyes, Why isn’t life so good anymore, is it not good anymore? I stare into the deepest thoughts and try to find – you. Your smile fades with the slightest voice. I start to think, what have I done – what am I even looking for, You want to move on, think about starting anew. Is it not too late – are you not old enough to remain happy with what you have? Your eyes seems to water to the deepest oceans I have seen. I stare at your eyes vaguely staying up with reality. You say that you are not happy anymore – with me. I blame myself saying what I missed seeing beyond that smile I struggle to make it right for you but this battle was long lost. I...

When you know the life is cruel at least in your mind, you shuffle through your books, only to find the one photo that makes you want to go back in time. If there were a time machine, you would go back at least a trillion times so you can enjoy every second more. Someday, when you are happy, you still shuffle through your books and still find that one photo which was the happiest. We all have that one photo and that one day when we want to go back in time and feel better for the happy times we have had, the friends we shared, the moments we want to relive. You would, have a happy moment again, someday, you will pick that photo up when you have a cruel, sad or even a happy day and feel better about your life so you can create more memories! Cheers! Written by, Srividhya Lalitha

There is something about your smile When your eyes tinkle with curiosity There is something about your hands When you move them through the air There is something about your thoughts When i try very hard to read them There is something about your color When they brush on my hands There is something about your strength When you make so many friends There is something about your smell When i try to catch my breath There is always something about you When i am tired from a long day There is something about your roots When i am trying to stand in mine There is something about you!

To many happy memories that I have made during the past years. Some memories, I have tried to forget to get along with the more interesting part of my life (I think :P). To the people who have brought happyness to me and to those who tried.  I believe in spreading true happyness, it is the only humanness that man cannot buy but hence, it’s worth is above the world. For money, I make and give, it is just a vicious circle of my life. I constantly push myself to write some good memories into my journal all the time but end up in tears of sorrow.  I shall constantly work on my skill to try and keep up with happiness and let go of my agonizing brains of emotions :) I am thrilled to know what the years are to bring. Like always, I try to stay modest and casual about it :P Let the show begin for the greatest and the weakest story in my head about you, me and them  which will be digital-lized  in many verses and paragraphs. Today, I res...

C'mon wake up! Its time to get up! forget all your dreams; Wake up to where you are; before you realize, it is all a big mistake! Don't expect anything in reality to be what you dreamt of, coz you ain't the chess master here. You can always have what you want but only if you should rather,must! Nothing is planned, don't come to that conclusion. It's a big show and you ain't gonna be some grumpy audience. You should wake up to live what is in for you! Its called Life ! Live it !  P.S. This was a poem i wrote @ my previous office, retrieved :) Thanks to Somani! :D

I lost the day... the days... many more to come when I realized I don’t have a father anymore. The sadness ran for a few more until I made my own life. Many a times, I wonder how my life would have turned out with him by my side. How happy my mother would have been. How many many fights and arguments we miss to see.  Of course, I understand nothing can bring back the soul but I miss him. Even today, even after a million years, I think I will. The funny part is, I didn’t consider myself so dear to him that today, and I still miss him. It’s probably the term "father" I miss the most. When I was young, I didn’t think of a life that my mother could have had how much she had to focus on her children than hers. It was a fast paced cinema that ran for a whole decade and today I decided to write to you about a life I missed and still am.  There are many questions, why didn’t she find love anymore? Was I a reason she stopped herself not to? We are all too busy, building ...

You have options, Decide to choose or not to. You have fame, Dig in the grave is a name. You have money, Do it or not, don't take any. You are living  life, Spend it like it will never last. You make a life, Don't keep it uptight. You have life, Keep them happy, so will you. You have people, Don't choose or they let go. You have a past, Don't think about it. You have a future, Plan together for love. You have a present, Live it coz there won't be another.

There are many circumstances in life. Some you get to choose and, some choose you. When you have a chance to choose, you make a clear, up down decision but what happens if the decision that you made was not as good as your choices that life had made plans of? I chose something in life... I let it be immaterial, as long as it goes well everything is. The moment there is a friction, things start to tumble down to plain sand. Why? Many times, I presume mankind cannot make a hundred percent decision. I on the other hand consider myself a fifty percent chance. Give or take am always at a fifty percent that things will not work out or rather will. This I learn from some in life who have made me wait, until they are satisfied with the period, until they are safe from their decision. While I wait like a piece of potato that is to be washed and cleaned and ready to be cooked, like it can be any moment now. And after the wait whatever the time period is.. I have started questioning a...

The cool air, the dampness in the clouds above, Nature speaks its way through my ears. All the green, makes me wonder if i am dreaming, The sky showing all its love with the greys and blues. I feel the calmness in my mind while i look around, the green and the white falling all over. I did not mind if my mobile was working, Nature took me to a place so pleasant. Enjoying your life - i learnt in a marriage, not mine but hers, a friend dear to my heart. One does not need computers to get on with life, but a beautiful place called "Coorg"