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Choices


There are many circumstances in life. Some you get to choose and, some choose you. When you have a chance to choose, you make a clear, up down decision but what happens if the decision that you made was not as good as your choices that life had made plans of?

I chose something in life... I let it be immaterial, as long as it goes well everything is. The moment there is a friction, things start to tumble down to plain sand. Why?
Many times, I presume mankind cannot make a hundred percent decision. I on the other hand consider myself a fifty percent chance. Give or take am always at a fifty percent that things will not work out or rather will.
This I learn from some in life who have made me wait, until they are satisfied with the period, until they are safe from their decision. While I wait like a piece of potato that is to be washed and cleaned and ready to be cooked, like it can be any moment now.
And after the wait whatever the time period is.. I have started questioning about my decision, probably it was too soon., I was too blind. Yes, it happens for all people with eyesight!! It am as clueless as you.. I am at a fifty percent chance now.. Still hoping deep down in my heart, I made the right one. Time waits for none. Instead of waiting, let's get down to business..
If it will happen, it will happen even after the twenty one nights of crying or this will just be the healing time to get on whatever choices life has made for me.
Amen!

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