Twenty 4 - Hours!

I have thought through my heart for the love I have always had for you. I have always loved you. I will not deny that we both have remained committed through the years that have gone behind us. Now, I stop to see where I am, I see you far away in the ocean so deep. I cannot see your face anymore; I cannot feel the love we shared no more. I try to come forward, take a leap; the sea seems to grow deeper.  I tried to cry to you, shout out to you that I cannot see you anymore. You tried to shoo me away with your anger that makes the ocean dark as black. I lose sight of you, my life. I have gained a lot and my wait now will mean nothing but suicide in the dark. I wish to live though; I wish to see my life a little happier and better, and not to cry for you.  When I told you I cannot feel you anymore, I didn’t need the materials to show that you were there. I wanted you. I cannot feel you anymore, my love. I have waited all the time for you to understand that...

How long will you wait my darling? To go across the line of louve To share the thoughts we once thought were ours How long will you wait my darling? For the clock to tic the right time For the sun to set, so we stay together How long will you wait my darling? To show me your love,  To care nothing more but us How long will you wait my darling? For the youngness to last For the life we have to live How long will you wait my darling? To be together without reasons  To be there for a reason How long to wait my darling? For the day to come when I rethink If it has to be you that I wait for

Time changes many aspects of life....  Your mind... Your goal...your thoughts... And ultimately the person you want to be and the people you want to be with.  My mind is the weakest on the day when I think "it will pass". I try to think that it will be over before I know it. Most of the times, it’s always one of the hardest days to pass. I think of ways that I could have changed but all I have in my mind is thinking "I don’t want this to repeat, not in mine, not others". Even when I have lost someone, a friend because of my dumb reactions, I wait. I wait until things will come back to normal.  The time I wait becomes the toughest, even climbing the "Himalayas" could be easier because I know I have to wait for forgiveness, I have to wait for circumstances to come back to what it once was and then it gets me thinking... "What if I can't be the same person after all?" "Will the wait change the person I am?" The truth I ...