Dreams, they speak
millions of scenes. When we wake up, there are very few we remember. Some dream
with their eyes closed at night; some wait for the dawn so that they can dawn
through the dream with their eyes open :)
I
have a dream... a dream about any average woman would have, the day when she
will have a man to herself. Dominate him, fight with him, and hug him when I am
wrong. Many things I imagine to be my life after I promise my life, my
relatives, and my family "I do".
It’s a normal day... after
months of persuading to marry... After the million fights... I receive a call
from him... "My mother just asked me if I will ever get married" wondering
if he is serious, I laugh through it and he says "I am serious, when do
you want to get married... Mother tells me that January is a good time". I
am dumb stuck... wondering yet again if he is really serious or if I am dumb
enough to believe it.
I
simply say "You could talk to my mother about it". He says "Okay
then, I will call you in a little bit". After half hour, my mother rushes
to me with almost tears in her eyes and she says "they want to have the
marriage on January" I think, "He really was serious, after
all".
Well
it’s a shocker for reasons because there were many days I have persuaded him
about marriage and he had his own reasons for denying or better delaying. After
a while, I quit talking about it because it didn't make any
sense to me. There have been many nights or even days when I thought if he will
ever marry me or will everyone in my family be hail and healthy on the very
day.
Now,
I am surprised, I call him again saying "Are you really serious?"
hoping it really should be. He simply says "You think I would be kidding
when I just spoke to your mother?" I am blushing now. He goes on telling
me the dates and the venues that they are considering while I am still in the
electric shock.
A
girl's dream is shopping and one cannot ask for a better time than marriage to
shop for her life because that’s when no one would notice. :)
I
dream yet again like in inception, I remember all the ideas we had for our
marriage. No reception but our family and friends gathering at a decent hotel,
a dance show by anyone in the family. We wanted all of them to enjoy their day
at our marriage. At least, we wanted to feel special on that day from
watching our family and friends going through the enjoyment. There would be a
marriage with close relatives and friends, like always but the reception had to
be some kind of a gathering because that is when we will meet most of our
non-existing relatives. It will be catching up time.
Waking
up to reality, I call him again, talk to him about the plans we made. He agrees
to almost everything. I keep wondering "what the hell, did he just say yes
to everything I told?"
Suddenly
I could hear my phone ringing but wasn’t I just talking on one.
I didn’t want this to be
a dream. I wanted this to be the moment when I wake up on my special day.
Happy dreaming :)
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