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See you again!


I try to forget, the many memories, the bad and the good ones
It feels so vague sometimes, I remember only a speck of it.
I spend most times thinking about how we should not have broken,
I try to make my pause the moment I start to think about you.

To a long lost louve, to the unforgettable days of nothing more than talks,
The sweetest gestures, your smile and your kind heart
I regret each day, thinking probably my life would have been better.
Alas, the grass is always greener on the other side.

When I think of you, during those troubled times,
I wish each day that I meet you and probably be all wrong about the green side.
I try to gather myself and promise that I will not try to think
Of the life that I would have had if I was with you just once more.

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