Sometimes, I wonder why my life is so blue, when I am alone, I think of nothing more than you. When I look at the dark, a clear sky I try to pave the way through the grey. When did I stop seeing you? Even when I day dream, The more I stand alone, the more I see of you. I struggle to get my thoughts to words, I am messed up, that all I can say. I forgot that you exited in my life, I don’t remember when it all started. Is it on the day I stopped expecting? the night when I stop crying anymore? The mornings when I spared no time? I know you are long gone. I am trying to get to you though I try at every second of my life now. I don’t know if I should look for reasons, all the reasons that I lost you. I will keep trying until the day I exist the reason why you left me, The day I start believing that I lost belief, in many things called "life"
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